I find that my mind is often driven towards too many thoughts to write on just one subject effectively. I can never give just one thought or idea all of my energy. Everything in this world is so uncertain, that it is hard to feel passionate and certain about any one belief. I suppose I could try to find a subject, and give my opinion on it. I could say “This is how it is”, “This is what that is, and what that is, and what that is” “That’s why that is”. But how do I know that about anything? What gives anybody the credibility in a world full of different perspectives? No one person could possibly have the same life experience as anybody else.
Often times, when writing anything I begin to lose drive to continue. I begin to ask myself, “Why am I writing this?”, “What is the point of that?” “You are contradicting yourself.” “This doesn’t make sense.” There are plenty of things that prevent me from writing anything that one might consider meaningful. There is a complete lack of meaning on my end half of the time.
Analysis is a terrible thing.
So is Contradiction.
